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02: The caged dove

Lucifer stood at the edge of the treeline, watching the pale shape of her cloak fade into the golden glow of her city, until she was swallowed up by light and perfection and all the things he had been born to hate.

A slow, mocking smile curved his lips, dark and sharp at the edges.

โ€œShe runs just like a lamb that has strayed too far from the flock,โ€ he murmured to the empty woods, stretching his great black wings until their tips brushed the branches around him.

There was amusement in the words, yesโ€”but beneath it, something else stirred: a strange, heavy warmth coiling deep in his chest, like embers buried in ash, waiting only for breath to catch flame.

He could still smell her on his skin, in the folds of his clothes, clinging to every inch of him: sweet, sun-warmed, pure as starlight, and so thoroughly forbidden it made his blood hum.

He brushed a finger over his own lips, remembering how she had trembled in his holdโ€”soft, fragile, all light and grace, yet she had walked straight into the dark, into his world, as if she had been called here by something stronger than fear or reason.

The Princess of Angels. The crown jewel of heavenโ€™s perfect realm. Everything he was taught to destroy, everything he was made to despiseโ€ฆ and yet, seeing her, touching her, knowing she had come looking for himโ€”it was the most interesting thing to happen to him in centuries.

How very interesting, indeed.

Back within the walls of the Angelic Palace, the sun had dipped below the horizon, and the great halls bloomed with light: hundreds of floating lanterns hung in the air, casting a warm, golden radiance that spilled over marble floors and gilded carvings, turning every corridor into something out of a dream.

It was the hour for dinner, and as the only daughter of the royal houseโ€”the heir destined one day to wear the crownโ€”Aurora was expected to take her place at her parentsโ€™ side, calm, composed, the very picture of what a princess should be.

Her heart was still racing, every beat echoing with what had passed in the woods: the feel of his gaze on her, the weight of his hand, the way his voice had wrapped around her like smoke and silk.

She pushed all of it down, burying it deep where no one could see, and walked down the grand staircase with the slow, graceful steps she had been taught since she was smallโ€”every inch the obedient, perfect daughter.

The dining hall was as beautiful as always, its ceiling painted with constellations that shone as bright as the real stars outside, the long white table laid with silver and crystal and dishes of food so fine they seemed made of light itself.

At the head sat her father, King Aldric: broad-shouldered, stern, his presence filling the room like something solid and unyielding. Beside him was her mother, Queen Seraphinaโ€”gentle in appearance, soft-spoken, yet with a will as sharp and unbreakable as any blade.

As soon as Aurora had settled into her seat, her father cleared his throat, and the sound seemed to hang in the air, heavy and significant.

โ€œAurora,โ€ he said, his voice deep and resonant, โ€œyour mother and I have something important to discuss with you.โ€

She looked up, her fingers stilling where they rested on the tablecloth. โ€œYes, Father?โ€

Her mother smiled, warm and lovingโ€”but there was a gravity in her eyes that made Auroraโ€™s stomach twist tight.

โ€œYou will turn sixteen soon, my love,โ€ she said softly. โ€œAnd you know as well as we do: for our kind, sixteen is the age when a woman takes her place in the world. The age of marriage.โ€

The words struck her like a blade slipped between her ribsโ€”sharp, sudden, cutting straight through every hope she had ever held for her own life.

โ€œWe have given this much thought,โ€ her father went on, speaking as calmly and as surely as if he were naming the date of a festival or a ceremony. โ€œAnd we have decided it is time to seek out a suitable match: a prince worthy of you, one who will stand beside you and rule this kingdom when you take the throne.โ€

Aurora gasped, half choking on the bite of bread she had just taken, and she had to reach quickly for her glass of water to steady herself.

โ€œButโ€”Mother, Fatherโ€”surely not so soon?โ€ she said, and to her own ears her voice sounded small, almost desperate. โ€œI am still so young. I donโ€™t want to marry, not yetโ€”โ€

โ€œIt is not too soon,โ€ her father said, setting down his knife and fork and looking at her with that expression she knew so well: the one that said this was decided, this was right, and there was no room for argument. โ€œSixteen is the proper age. It is our way. You would not wish to follow the ways of the devils, would you? They wait until they are thirty or more to bind themselvesโ€”wild, reckless creatures who know nothing of duty or honour or commitment. That is not how we live.โ€

โ€œBesides,โ€ her mother added, gentle but firm, โ€œyou cannot be crowned queen until you have a king to rule beside you. This is not just about you, my darlingโ€”it is about the kingdom, about our people, about the future we must build. It is your duty.โ€

Auroraโ€™s hands curled into tight fists in her lap, hidden beneath the edge of the table. โ€œBut what if that is not what I want?โ€

โ€œThere is no โ€˜what ifโ€™,โ€ her father said, and there was a faint edge of warning in his tone now. โ€œYou are our daughter, and a princess of this realm. You will do as you are told, as any good angel does.โ€

The room felt as if it was shrinking around her, the air growing thin and hard to breathe. She bit back every word she longed to sayโ€”every plea, every complaint, every cry that she wanted more than duty and tradition and a life chosen for her by others.

She knew the rules as well as anyone: in the City of Light, to disobey was to rebel against the order of heaven itself, and no good would ever come of it.

She forced herself to eat, though every bite tasted like dust and ash. As soon as it was polite to do so, she rose, excused herself with a bow, and fled back to her rooms, her chest tight with anger and fear and a terrible, lonely grief.

She sat on the edge of her bed long after the doors had closed behind her, the moonlight spilling through the glass doors of her balcony, turning everything silver and soft.

Her thoughts turned round and round, stuck on the same sharp point: marriage, a stranger as her husband, a life mapped out for her down to the smallest detail, no room to wander, no room to wonder, no room for anything that was hers.

Then came a soft tap against the glass.

She started, her heart leaping into her throatโ€”half afraid, half hopingโ€”before she saw who it was: James, standing out on the balcony, his hair ruffled by the wind, his green eyes dark with worry.

โ€œJames,โ€ she breathed, hurrying to unlock the doors and let him in.

He stepped inside, and just being near him felt like coming homeโ€”warm, familiar, safe, the one person in all the world who never looked at her and saw only a princess, only a future queen, only the things she was supposed to be. He looked at her face closely, and his frown deepened.

โ€œSomethingโ€™s wrong,โ€ he said quietly. โ€œI can tell. Your eyes are swollen, like youโ€™ve been crying. What is it? What happened?โ€

She tried to smile, the gesture thin and fragile. โ€œItโ€™s nothingโ€”โ€

โ€œDonโ€™t lie to me,โ€ he said, and he took her hands in his, his hold light and steady, as it had been since they were children running through the palace gardens together. โ€œYouโ€™ve never been good at hiding things from me. Tell me.โ€

She let out a long, shaking breath, and sank back onto the edge of the bed.

โ€œI turn sixteen soon,โ€ she said, her voice small. โ€œAnd my parentsโ€ฆ they say I must marry. They say I cannot be crowned queen unless I have a husband by my side, so they are going to choose one for me.โ€

James sat down beside her, and for a long moment he said nothing, his face unreadable.

โ€œSo,โ€ he said at last, โ€œthey will pick some prince youโ€™ve never met, and give you to him, just like that?โ€

Aurora nodded, her throat tight. โ€œYes. But I donโ€™t want to. I donโ€™t want any of this. They talk as if I have no say in it at allโ€”as if my life is something that belongs to everyone but me. They say it is our way, that all angels marry young, and anyone who does differently is wrong or wild or bad.โ€ She looked down at her hands, twisting her fingers together. โ€œBut what if I donโ€™t want to be the way they want me to be? What if I want something else?โ€

James was quiet again, and when he spoke his voice was softer than before.

โ€œDo they know who they will choose?โ€

โ€œMother says she will look through all the noble houses, find the best match, the most suitable prince.โ€

Silence stretched out between them, thick and heavy with all the things neither of them said.

Then, all at once, James gave a short, rough laugh, and rubbed the back of his neck, looking suddenly awkward, almost embarrassed.

โ€œSometimes I wish I were a prince,โ€ he said, half to himself.

Aurora turned to stare at him, surprised. โ€œWhat?โ€

His face went red, and he held up his hands as if to take the words back. โ€œNoโ€”no, I didnโ€™t mean it like that! You know who I amโ€”just the son of a farmer, someone who has no right to even think such things. I know my place.โ€ He shook his head, trying to lighten the mood again, though the smile he gave her didnโ€™t quite reach his eyes. โ€œButโ€ฆ who knows? Maybe the prince they pick will be someone you actually like. Or maybe he wonโ€™t want to marry you eitherโ€”you could always try talking him out of it.โ€

Aurora let out a bitter little sigh. โ€œWho would ever turn it down? To marry me is to one day rule the whole Angelic Kingdom. Every prince in the realms would sell his soul for that chance.โ€

โ€œMaybe,โ€ James said, and he knelt down in front of her so he was looking right up into her face, and he took her hands again, holding them gently but firmly. โ€œBut you are more than a crown or a kingdom, Aurora. You are youโ€”brave, and stubborn, and full of fire even when you try to hide it. If there is any way to change things, you will find it. And if things go badโ€ฆ if it feels like the whole world is against youโ€ฆ I will be here. No matter what happens. I will never turn my back on you.โ€

Tears pricked her eyes again, but this time they were not only from sadnessโ€”they were from gratitude, and from the warm, steady love she had carried in her heart for him all her life.

โ€œI know,โ€ she whispered.

He stood up then, stretching his arms, and glanced toward the window where the night sky was growing darker.

โ€œI should go,โ€ he said. โ€œMy father will wonder where Iโ€™ve got to.โ€ He paused, then gave her that familiar, boyish smile, soft and warm as sunlight. โ€œBut rememberโ€”you are not alone in this. Goodnight, little angel.โ€

With that, he swung himself over the balcony rail and was gone, melting into the dark as easily as a shadow.

Aurora stood there for a long time, watching the empty air where he had been, and for a little while she felt almost braveโ€”almost as if she really could fight this, almost as if there was a way out.

But then, creeping slow and dark as smoke into her mind, came another name.

Lucifer.

The memory rose up unbidden, vivid and sharp: the way he had looked at her, as if he could see every part of her, even the parts she hid from herself; the way his voice had wrapped around her, low and rough and full of things she did not dare name; the heat of his skin against hers, the way he had breathed her in like she was something he had been searching for forever.

Her hands began to shake. She turned and walked slowly to the mirror, and with fingers that trembled, she undid the fastenings of her dress and drew the fabric down from one shoulder, baring the soft skin of her neck and throat.

There it was: a faint mark, pale pink, almost invisible in the dim lightโ€”nothing more than the faint impression of his mouth, left there when he had leaned close and breathed in her scent, when he had touched her as no one in heaven ever should.

A mark left by a devil.

A shiver raced over her skin, cold and hot all at once, equal parts fear and something elseโ€”something darker, something sweeter, something she knew she would never be able to explain or forget.

She thought of the wedding band they would one day slip onto her finger, bright gold, set with jewels, a symbol of purity and duty and heavenโ€™s favour. And a terrible, foolish thought came to her: what if it turned black the moment it touched my skin? What if everyone could see, just by looking at me, what I have done?

If anyone knewโ€ฆ if her parents knewโ€ฆ if the court, or the priests, or any of the people who loved her and looked up to her knew that she had gone into the forbidden woods, that she had spoken to a devil, that she had let him touch herโ€”they would turn away from her in horror. They would call her fallen, corrupted, lost. They would cast her outโ€ฆ or worse.

She pressed a hand hard over her mouth to stifle the sob that rose in her throat, and the full weight of what she had done crashed down upon her: she had broken every rule she had ever been taught. She had disobeyed her family, she had trespassed where she was forbidden to go, she had walked into the arms of the enemyโ€ฆ and worst of all, in the deepest, most secret part of her heart, she knew she would do it all again.

Tears spilled over, hot and fast, running down her cheeks as she pulled the curtains closed tight, shutting out the night, shutting out the woods, shutting out the world outside. But she knew the truth, even as she hid from it: you can lock out the dark, but you cannot lock out what has already gotten inside.

Somewhere, deep in her soul, the darkness had already taken root.

And no matter how hard she tried, she would never be entirely pure again.

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