


The moment the final bell tolled, the white Rolls-Royce was already idling outside the gatesโa pristine, unforgiving ghost waiting to haunt me. It sat there like a predator in a tuxedo, exactly where it was mandated to be.
Tonight wasnโt about my life, my win, or the gasoline still humming in my veins. Tonight belonged to Noraโand to the death sentence my parents had written for her in calligraphy.
I slung my bag over my shoulder, turning to Kylie, whose face was already twisted into a mask of pity.
"I have to go," I muttered, the words tasting like lead.
"This early?" she groaned, her lip curling. "I thought we were hitting the salon. You look like you need to drown your stress in a manicure."
"Next time," I promised, my voice hollow. "Noraโs fiancรฉ and his bloodline are descending on the house. I have to play the part."
Kylie sighed, her drama momentarily eclipsed by a flicker of genuine sadness. "Fine. Tell her Iโm praying for her soul. Or at least for a decent prenup."
I offered a ghost of a smile and walked toward the car. The driver opened the door with the practiced, robotic precision of a man who was paid to see everything and say nothing. I slid into the leather interior, the scent of expensive cedar and silence swallowing me whole.
The ride home felt like a funeral procession. The iron gates of the Sinclair estate didn't look like an entrance anymore; they looked like the bars of a high-security ward.
Inside, the house was a fever dream of forced elegance. Maids blurred through the marble halls, polishing surfaces that were already blindingly bright, adjusting lilies that smelled like a wake, whispering in hushed, terrified tones. It wasn't a family dinner; it was a merger masquerading as a meal.
I bypassed the chaos and went straight to Noraโs room.
She was sitting in front of her vanity, as still and cold as a marble bust, while stylists hovered around her like crows.
She wore a sky-blue dress that made the massive diamond on her finger look even more obscene. That ring cost more than a surgeonโs salary and looked like it weighed ten poundsโa shackle made of light. Her blonde hair was being tortured into a flawless bun, every stray strand subdued by chemicals and force.
Nora was my mirror image, distorted by obedience. Where I craved the dark and the jagged edges of the world, she embodied soft pastels and quiet, agonizing grace. She was the "Perfect Daughter"โthe one who never screamed, never cursed, and never fought back.
But I knew the girl behind the porcelain. When we were kids, her fingers were always stained with oil paints, her eyes bright with dreams of galleries and messy studios.
Our parents had slaughtered that dream before it could even breathe. 'Art is a hobby, Nora. You don't need a career. You are a Sinclair. Your job is to be an ornament.'
Watching her, a cold, sharp blade of fear twisted in my gut. I knew my turn was coming. I fought for my bike, I fought for the track, but I knew the Sinclairs always collected their debts. One day, theyโd hand me a ring and a strangerโs name and expect me to thank them for the cage.
Nate appeared in the doorway, tugging at his bow tie. Without his oversized hoodies and the glow of a computer screen, he looked like a changelingโsharp, dangerous, and eerily handsome in his charcoal tux.
"You look like a fucking alien," I whispered.
"I feel like one," he shot back, though his smirk was pure Sinclair arrogance. "But admit itโI clean up better than any of these trust-fund pricks."
"Arrogant bastard," I muttered.
"Language, Scarlett."
Motherโs voice cut through the air like a whip. She appeared behind us, looking as if sheโd been carved from ice. "And why are you still in that filthy uniform? Go. The stylists are in your suite. Nate, if I see a single electronic device at that table, I will burn your servers to the ground."
She adjusted his collar with a grip that looked more like a chokehold, complaining about his posture before turning her cold, sapphire eyes on me.
"What are you waiting for? Move."
"Going," I said, my heart hammering.
I knew she was judging the way I walked, the way I breathed. I played their game so I could keep my bikeโthe one piece of my soul they hadn't managed to kill yet. In exchange, I wore the dresses, I smiled for the cameras, and I let them pretend I was exactly what they wanted me to be.
In my room, the stylists were waiting like executioners. I slipped into a dark navy silk dressโunderstated and sharp. Tonight was Noraโs wake; I didn't want to outshine the corpse.
They pulled my hair into a low, sleek ponytail and kept my makeup minimal. When I looked in the mirror, I didn't see the girl who had outrun the Reaper last night. I saw a Sinclair. Polished. Silent. Lethal.
I snapped a photo for Instagram. The "Golden Girl" needed to feed the masses. Appearances were the only currency we had left.
When the Piersons arrived, the very air in the house seemed to freeze. We descended the grand staircase in a synchronized line. My father shook hands with Tannerโs fatherโa man who looked like he was made of granite and spite.
Tanner followed behind. He was handsome in a generic, expensive way, but his eyes were empty. He didn't even look at Nora. He looked at her like she was a line item on a balance sheet.
He only acknowledged her existence when his mother spoke. "She looks breathtaking, doesn't she, Tanner?"
Only then did his gaze flicker to Nora. It wasn't love. It wasn't even lust. It was an evaluation.
My knuckles turned white against my glass. If my parents weren't watching, I would have broken a bottle over his perfectly groomed head.
Dinner was a slow-motion car crash. Tanner barely spoke. Grunts. One-word dismissals. No eye contact. Nora was a saintโshe kept the conversation alive, smiling through the awkward silences while her eyes pleaded for an exit.
Iโd had enough of the disrespect.
"You know," I said, my voice dripping with honey and venom, "my sister actually possesses a vocabulary beyond 'yes' and 'no.' Itโs a shame you haven't discovered it yet. But I suppose some people prefer one-word commands."
Noraโs hand clamped onto mine under the table, her nails digging into my skin in warning.
Tannerโs eyes finally snapped to mineโdark and sharp.
"Fine," he said, pushing his chair back with a jarring screech. "Let's talk then. Privately."
He gestured for Nora to stand. "If youโll excuse us," he addressed the table, his voice void of warmth. "My fiancรฉe and I need some air."
Nora led him toward the balcony. Before she disappeared into the night, I caught her eye and gave her a sharp nod of encouragement.
"That guy is a fucking creep," Nate muttered under his breath the second they were out of earshot. "If he looks at her like that at the altar, Iโm taking him out."
"Iโll hide the body," I whispered back.
For the first time all night, the smile on my face wasn't a lie. I meant it with every fiber of my being.

The gym smelled of copper, stale sweat, and old, fermented rageโthe only scents that ever made me feel at home.
Nicoโs punches were landing with a sickening, wet thud today. He was faster than usual, his movements a blur of calculated violence, and my head wasn't in the fight. I was open. I was sloppy. Every blow he landed was a physical reminder that my focus was miles away, anchored to a girl who didn't even want to breathe the same air as me.
He caught me flush in the solar plexus. The air left my lungs in a violent rush, and for a second, the world went grey. I doubled over, gasping, my ribs screaming in protest.
"How the fuck did you get this pathetic in twenty-four hours?" Nico mocked, a predatory smirk dancing on his lips as he danced back, light on his feet.
"Fuck you," I rasped, spitting a glob of blood onto the canvas. I wiped the corner of my mouth with my wrap, the sting of the split lip a welcome distraction. "You're older. Show some fucking mercy."
Nico laughed, a dark, jagged sound. He was twenty-eight, a human weapon forged in the same fires that had tempered me. In our world, mercy was just another word for a fatal mistake.
We finished the round with my skin blooming in shades of violet and blue. When I finally collapsed onto the locker room bench, my lungs burning, my phone buzzed against the wood.
Instagram.
I loathed the app. It was a digital cesspool of fake lives and desperate validation. But the name on the screen acted like a magnetic pull on my soul.
Scarlett Sinclair.
I opened it.
And there she was.
She was wrapped in a navy silk dress that looked like a sin committed against her own 'Golden Girl' reputation. She looked elegant, controlled, and utterly devastating. The silk clung to every curve of a body that looked like it had been sculpted by a god who had a penchant for ruin.
The comments were a dumpster fire of adorationโhearts, fire emojis, pathetic men who wouldn't last five seconds in her presence calling her 'perfect.' My jaw tightened until I heard the bone pop.
"Whoโs the girl?" Nicoโs voice cut through my thoughts.
I locked the screen instantly, my pulse spiking.
"Oh, come on," he chuckled, leaning against the lockers. "Don't tell me the Reaper is hiding his eye candy."
"Don't call her that," I snapped, the words coming out more like a snarl than a sentence.
Nico froze, his smirk faltering for a heartbeat before it returned, sharper than before. "Well, now I definitely need to know who has you this unhinged."
"Shut the fuck up, Nico."
He let out a low whistle. "Iโve never seen you this defensive. Let me guess... the girl who stripped you of your streak on the tracks? The Sinclair princess?"
I didn't give him the satisfaction of an answer.
"I saw the edits, Antonio," he continued, his tone turning reflective. "You were staring at her in that video like she was the only oxygen in the room. You looked... possessed."
"Scarlett Sinclair," I said finally, the name feeling like a prayer and a curse on my tongue.
"Damn," Nico whispered. "My little cousin is developing a crush. How domestic."
"Itโs not a crush. I donโt do 'crushes.'"
"Right," he said, mocking me with his eyes. "Because your reaction to her is totally normal and healthy."
"Sheโs not normal," I muttered, looking at my bruised knuckles. "Sheโs the enemy. Sheโs everything weโre supposed to destroy."
"Since when do you obsess over the things youโre supposed to destroy?"
Because I hate her, I told myself. I hate the way she looks at me like Iโm a stain on her perfect world. I hate that sheโs the only thing Iโve ever wanted that I couldn't just take.
The conversation shifted to the family 'business.' The kind of business that leaves stains you can never wash off.
"You finish that job from yesterday?" Nico asked, his voice dropping an octave.
"No," I said.
He frowned, his posture stiffening. "Why? The contract was clear."
"He was innocent," I replied coldly, meeting his gaze. "He was a father with a debt he didn't own. My father isn't going to like it, but I don't give a fuck. Killing innocents is what cowards do. Iโm not my father."
Nico studied me, a flicker of worry in his eyes. "If he brings the heat down for this..."
"Iโll handle the fire when it starts."
Thereโs a place I go when the silence in my head gets too loud.
The Persico mausoleum was a fortress of cold marble and weeping willows, stretching out under a sky that looked like a bruised lung. I parked the Ducati, the engineโs heat ticking as it cooled, and walked toward the grave that defined my entire existence.
Today wasn't just another Tuesday.
It was my birthday. And her death day.
My mother died bringing me into this world. Iโd never seen her smile, never felt her touch. I only knew her through the faded photographs my father kept locked awayโpictures where she looked soft, radiant, her arms wrapped around a man who looked like he actually knew how to love. My father never looked like that again. Not once since the day I took my first breath and she took her last.
He blamed me for the light going out of his life. And honestly? So did I.
I placed a bouquet of daisies on the cold stone. They were her favorite, or so Aunt Gemma said. Gemma was Nicoโs mother, the only woman who dared to love me after my father turned into a ghost of a man. I lived with her until I was ten, soaking in a warmth I didn't deserve, before my father dragged me back into the cold because he needed an heir, even if he hated the sight of me.
I committed my first murder at sixteen.
While other boys were learning how to fumble with bras and worrying about college applications, I was learning how to stop a heart without flinching.
My father never recovered from losing her. Twenty-one years later, he still hadn't touched another woman. He loved her like a fanatic loves a god. And I was the reason his temple was empty.
She was everything he wasn'tโgentle, peaceful, kind. And she loved the monster anyway. That was the tragedy of the Persicos: we destroy the very things that try to save us.
I lost both my parents the day I was born. One to the grave, one to the darkness.
Thatโs why I never believed I deserved anything soft. I deserved the hate. I deserved the distance. I deserved the Reaper.
Thatโs why Scarlett Sinclair felt like a fever dream I couldn't wake up from.
She didn't look at me with fear or fake admiration. She didn't want the crown or the money. She hated me with a fierce, honest purity that was more real than anything Iโd ever known.
And somehow... that felt like home.
I stood there for an hour, staring at her name carved in the granite, wondering if she would have hated the man Iโd become.
And wondering why, of all the women in this shallow, godforsaken city, it was Scarlett Sinclair who made me feel human enough to realize how much I hated myself.


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